The Man with the white hat is long gone...

Lets talk about my love life for a second. Not the lack there of in this last year, but a little deeper. In the past (like most of us) I have had a rocky time with the opposite sex. I been used, miss treated, and just plan disrespected. That is why every time I tell my sister about a new girl she gets this very protective look on her face. For those of you that have read my first blog know a bit about this and one of the deeper cuts put into my heart. There is plenty more that came long before that one. We must all go through those experiences to figure out things about ourselves and what we want for future relationships.

I once was what I call “the man with the white hate”. The gentleman and the fixer of any problems the women I liked had. Whatever they weren't finding with the current or past relationships they would find with me. From just a really good friend, to money (did that way to much), to just giving you the love I was not giving myself or that they couldn't find for themselves. Over and over I was that guy and I played that part well. Not to say I was perfect. In general though I feel I am a great guy and always have been.

Why do I bring this up you ask? What sparked this entry? Well there is a current person that I like that is in fact the same situation that I have had in the past. I know this and still part of me wants to play that role. To put on the white suit with the white hate and be there sunshine....be there love and light. In the back of my mind I know this just leads me down the same path. Don't get me wrong I want to be the sunshine in someones life, but it needs to be more even. I will not have my sunshine sucked out of me again... no no no. I have worked to hard to get it back. Also, I am not looking for the perfect girl as well because I know that she isn't out there. I want someone close to where I am right now in life. The girl I like is definitely not there... yet, but this guy ain't got time to wait. So that is why I say the man with the white hat is gone... It's D-lite all day... everyday.

So my Vitamin D for the day actually relates to this topic.

“If I had a chance for another try,
I wouldn't change a thing,
This made me all and who I am inside,
And if I could I'd thank God that I am here and that I am alive.
And everyday I wake I tell myself another harmless lie,
the whole wide world is mine.” -AVA

See we have to go through those things in life good or bad to make us who we are.

What about you... would you change anything that has happened in your life?

Have wonderful day! With love and pure D-Lite. =)

oh and one last one I couldn't help put on here lol. Classic...