
I can't wait for the day I wear a piece of clothing without an “X” in the size. I remember one day my cousin Cj and I teased my other cousin Jason that he would never have to wear a piece of clothing with an “X” in the size. He actually got kinda mad about it. He has always been very skinny. He put on quite a bit of muscle when he started playing the drums. I felt bad, but at the same time he has no idea the struggles I went through. Maybe he had struggles about being on the other end of the spectrum? For me it hasn't always been great. I remember wearing sweat pants in junior high school because it was easier to find my size. I really didn't get a clue about fashion till I was a junior in high school. Oh man... some of the early pictures.... man I was a mess. It's not about looking fresh or fly. How your dressed (at least for me) is a good show of how you are on the inside. Taking care of yourself and how you represent yourself to others is a good thing. Feels good to start picking things out I like to wear and not just because I found something that fits. I will have to say especially in the last five years I made fat guys look good. Lol I was too excited to go shop this spring for some new clothes for the new body I am creating or getting back to. See I wasn't always a big guy. I was skinny up until third grade. Then because of a lot of things going on in my life I started packing on the weight. So in a way I am trying to get back to that skinny little boy I once was. New and improved D-Lite.

So besides waiting for the day I don't have to wear something with and “X” in the size. Here is a list of a few other things I can't wait for.
The day......someone doesn't go... “Hey there BIG guy...” I know most don't mean harm, but I hate it.
The day I can sit Indian style... Legs crossed and sitting up right. I don't remember the last time I did that!
The day that someone doesn't sit me at certain part of the table because of my weight...
The day that someone doesn't assume that I am hungry...lol. Even if I am... lol Or even assume he wants seconds.
The day I can run around without getting winded beyond belief. I am actually making progress on this one.
Those are all I can think of right now, but I am sure that there is more.
So here is your Vitamin D for this subject. “If you don't like something change it, if you don't like the way something is... reinvent it”.
Your question: Do you catch yourself doing anything on that list to others?(maybe one I haven't listed) Or have one of those things happen to you?
With love and pure D-Lite. =)
I've had a couple of those things happen to me. Yeah, I'm ALOT smaller than I used to be. lol and I'm still not comfortable in my own skin! I jest, that kinda thing takes time. I think that's a reason I like your blog. It is quite inspiring!
ReplyDeleteAnd no matter what, I think you are such a handsome guy ;) Just thought I'd put that out there! lol
~Laurie
Thank you. But more importantly I think I am a handsome guy. Not like I am being cocky, but I am very happy with who I am inside and out. Thank you though, it definately put a smile on my face. I am so glad I inspire you! I hope to inspire everyone to be the person they want to be. That is what my blog is about. Your not to bad yourself silly ;-). D~
ReplyDeletethat pic reminds me of our virtual shopping experiences...lol....I love you D no matter what size you are...and to me you're always gonna have a x...at least when it comes to your heart size....xoxo
ReplyDeleteAwwww I loves you too! That is very sweet of you to say! *Now I have just the right size smile on today* =)Thank you for that.
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